Complaining...

Anyone else ever feel like they are a huge whiner?? I have so much to be thankful for, but I see myself constantly focusing on the negatives. To be completely honest, my job is very frustrating to me right now. I am trusting that I am in the place where God wants me, even if it is not where I would like to be and just wonder how long I'm going to stay there?
Also, there are just some uncertainties in my life right now, and they will probably stay that way for quite awhile. I have a huge issue with loose ends and not knowing. I know that God will provide the answers and I need to get on my knees about these things, instead of trying to figure it out myself!

Okay--enough of the complaining! Baby started kicking this week! Not just moving, kicking! I didn't feel Ryan until WAY later than this, so it is exciting to feel those little kicks. (Ha, just got another one!)
Big ultrasound is in a week--I'm absolutely dying to know!! Ryan will tell you, "God already knows if our baby is a boy or girl." I know that God is going to give us whatever is right for our family--but I'm getting impatient!